The last week has been pretty strange. Stressful, that's for sure, but it also helped me see things that I never really noticed before. Good things. I don't feel like getting into details now about the stressful situations I've had, they're not actually solved out yet, but I have to say that it's probably been the first time in my life that I felt someone truly cares about me. The way that she defended me, stood by my side and cheered me up was just incredible. While I really needed this, I couldn't help the thoughts that I didn't even expect this from her. And I'm talking about my friend/crush that I wrote about a few posts earlier. I don't know what I would've done if she wasn't there for me during the past few days. While I still don't expect her wanting to be anything more than friends with me, I don't mind. If it's going to stay the way it is now, then she'll be the best friend in the universe and I hope that I can be one like that for her too. Ahhh.