Today, I woke up with a sudden need to write down my thoughts. I've never been good at keeping diaries or blogs, all of the ones I ever had were abandoned by me at some point. But still, I decided to create a new one, which is why I'm writing this little paragraph.
Anyway. My name's Ewa, I'm seventeen years old and I live in an amazingly boring city - Warsaw, which is the capital of Poland. This should do as for describing who I am for now.
This blog was meant to be called 'floorplan' originally, after a song by Tegan and Sara (which is my favorite band!) with a same title, but the name was taken. That little failure didn't stop me from including a quote from it at the beginning of the post that pretty much describes what I'm like lately. This missunderstood girl with a need to explain herself to people around her.
For the most time in my life I was the opposite when it came to that matter, but as I look at it now, that might be one of the reasons why I became such a loner. I had some friends, but none of them were ever close enough to me to fully understand who I am. Being as extrovertic as I am, it's hard to break down the walls that I bulit around me through all these seventeen years. But yeah, I think I'm trying. Drawing floorplans of my head and heart, hopefully someone will understand them one day.

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