Sooooo...after nearly 6 hours on a bus filled with old people, I got back home from Toruń. Finally? I don't know, the visit turned out to be pretty nice, even though we ended up not knowing what to do with ourselves at times. Me and Miki watched a lot of movies, almost every one of them resulting in one of us falling asleep in the middle of it. Anyway, we managed to watch The Uninvited (LOVED IT!), Meet the Spartans (fell asleep in the middle of it, but watched the part I missed morning after :3; it was okay, I guess...), My Best Friend's Girl and 11 episodes of Gossip Girl (we got through 8 of them last night!). Overall, I'm super glad I went there, hopefully we'll meet again in the summer, this time with her coming over to Warsaw :D. I left my UFO plushie at her house after all...it was a total accident, but it might make a pretty nice excuse for her to come over this time ;3.
And I feel a lot better too. Even though I'm back at my lonely place, I kinda feel relieved, I don't exactly know why, but...maybe it's because I kind of made sure that I HAVE a friend there, even though she lives so far away? That there actually is someone that cares about me and is not sick of me, even after spending these 5 days with me (yeah, I texted her from the bus and she said that she's not...that's when the relief came :3). We have a few pretty good inside jokes now too.
As much as I don't want to come back to reality, the one that involves a lot of studying and being that lonely person again, I guess I have to do that for the last almost 2 months of school. Then there comes the summer. I'm really hoping for a change coming with it. I'll work on it! As for tonight though, the tape on my heart is still holding. I wonder if it's still going to work tomorrow morning...