The last week has been pretty strange. Stressful, that's for sure, but it also helped me see things that I never really noticed before. Good things. I don't feel like getting into details now about the stressful situations I've had, they're not actually solved out yet, but I have to say that it's probably been the first time in my life that I felt someone truly cares about me. The way that she defended me, stood by my side and cheered me up was just incredible. While I really needed this, I couldn't help the thoughts that I didn't even expect this from her. And I'm talking about my friend/crush that I wrote about a few posts earlier. I don't know what I would've done if she wasn't there for me during the past few days. While I still don't expect her wanting to be anything more than friends with me, I don't mind. If it's going to stay the way it is now, then she'll be the best friend in the universe and I hope that I can be one like that for her too. Ahhh.





1. What is your nationality? Polish.
2. Do you believe in angels? I like the idea, but I don't believe they exist.
3. Can you cook? Some basic stuff, yeah. I can make some great sushi!
4. What part of your body is the most attractive? I really like my hands for some reason.
5. Name 1 thing you regret.. why? Not asking her to go with me.
6. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes. I usually take baths though.
7. What is your sign? Aries.
8. What is your favorite t.v. show? At the moment, The L Word.
9. Are you affraid of the dark? Not really. I am afraid of mirrors in the dark though. Can't explain it.
10. Do you believe everyone has a soulmate? No, I don't think so. But I would love to have one.
11. What time do u go to bed? I'm a nightowl. It's usually around 1-2 am.
12. If you had one wish what would it be? To become an electric and acoustic guitar master in one day? Can't think of anything else atm.
13. What's the last thing you do before you go to bed? Turn off the light.
14. Do you think your psychic? Nahh.
15. Name one person that makes you smile. Miki.
16. What is your favorite clothing store? H&M?
17. Who's the last person who called you? why? Um, my mum. I called her, she didn't pick up and called me back.
18. Love or lust? Both, please.
19. What's the last thing you purchased? Lemonade. It was awful.
20. Do you like candles? Sure.
21. How many computer's do you own? There are three in my house.
22. What's your favorite room in the house? The one I share with my sister, I guess...but I don't like it that much.
23. Satin sheets or flannel? I have flannel.
24. Do you save or spend? A bit of both, I guess.
25. Are you picture happy? Depends on the time.
26. What's your favorite number? why? Seven. It's even in my nickname - Nana - it means 'seven' in Japanese. I don't know why. It's just stuck with me. I also love 11.
27. Are you happy with your name? No, not at all!
28. Have you ever called someone the wrong name? Oh wow, yes.
29. What's the first thing you do when you wake up? Hug my pillow and go back to sleep for a few minutes.
30. What does your screen name mean? Slumber Doll? Nothing really. I love to sleep in the times that I'm not supposed to. Falling into slumber.




My birth was like: Common Reaction (by Uh Huh Her)
To cheer myself up I: Bulid The Moon (by Charlotte Sometimes)
My friends see me as: Twisted Logic (by Coldplay)
Will I ever have kids? Want to Be Bad (by Tegan and Sara)
When I'm in the shower, I sing: Where I Stood (by Missy Higgins)
When I'm drunk I say: Now At Last (by Feist)
My last words will be: I Woke Up In A Car (by Something Corporate)
My ultimate song for dancing is: Black-Eyed (by Placebo)
At my wedding they'll play: Last Thing On Your Mind (by Lights)
My parents are like the song: Air and Kilometers (by Kaki King)
My best friend is like: 20 Years Of Snow (by Regina Spektor)
How will you die? Everyday I Love You Less and Less (by Kaiser Chiefs)
My family is described by the song: Waiting For The Monster To Drown (by Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly.)
My alter-ego is: Zephyrus (by Bloc Party)
My make-out song is: Who Let You Go? (by The Killers)
This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life: Slit Your Own Throat (by The Used)
Happiness is: In My Head (by No Doubt)
My innermost desire is: Rachael (by She Wants Revenge)
My favorite thing to do is: Endlessly (by Muse)
What I did did last night was: First Orgasm (by The Dresden Dolls) LOL!
Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include: Dreams (by High and Mighty Color)
My day will be like: Don't Confess (by Tegan and Sara)
Highschool was like: Underwater (by Tegan and Sara)
This song describes my grandparents: Two Planets (by Bat For Lashes)
The story of my life is: That Time (by Regina Spektor)

I can't believe how hilarious are some of these! Hahah.



Alright, so it's been a really tough day and I feel like doing something really stupid right now. So I think I'm gonna fill out a few surveys and stuff like that here. Just for the hell of it :3.
[oh, and even though I doubt you are, if you're reading this, feel free to steal them and repost!]

• List 10 celebrities you find really attractive.

• Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you.

• Supply a photo...

Some time ago I fell in love with her and her sister's music and I became a huge huge fan of her not only as a musician but also as a person. At first I've been thinking about including them in one post, 'cause they're twins and all...but I realised that even though their look is pretty similar, they're obviously two different people and even though I find both of them super attractive, it's for remotely different reasons. Anyway. Tegan is gorgeous. Her songs are the ones that you can easily relate to and fall in love with at the first listen. I love her voice and guitar/keyboard/glockenspiel(! XD) skills and I think she's very talented. Add that to the hilarious stories she tells on stage and you'll get perfection.










Here, there's Sara as an individual point in the survey. I think she's stunning (face bone structure! <3). Her voice, songwriting and guitar/keyboard playing skills are insane. I also love that you have to really take some time before you learn to really "get" and love her songs. Her lyrics are usually really intense too. The other amazing thing about her is that she's SO hilarious during the stage banter and interviews, same as her sister.











I have no idea why, but I've always found him and his voice insanely sexy. And he's a great actor, especially in "Requiem For A Dream". This movie moved me A LOT. I also love his band, 30 Seconds to Mars, they're great.



















Shane from The L Word. How can someone not find her attractive at all? Seems impossible. I don't know what it is about her, but sometimes she looks like the sexiest woman on the planet without even trying. And she also it seems like she has a really cool personality to go with it. :3

She's incredibly cute and I love her as Alice in TLW, probably my favorite character on the show. Incredibly funny and witty. Also, her band, Uh Huh Her is all kinds of awesome. And did I mention she's just gorgeous?

















Coldplay, one of my all-time favorite bands. He's really talented & I love his accent. Really handsome too. And he gets some extra points for reminding me of a younger Hugh Laurie. Or is it just me?





















7. Missy Higgins
I just discovered her music recently and I love her voice. She has the cutest smile ever, an adorable accent (especially in "The River"!) and her piano skills are great. And she's really, really cute.



















8. Freja Beha Erichsen

Saw some pictures of her on the net and thought she was stunning. The bone structure on her face is breathtaking *o*. And I love the way she looks with shorter hair.

















9. Johnny Depp

It's a pretty similar one to the one with Kate, who doesn't find him attractive? He's the best actor in the world too. I loved him as Jack Sparrow, as Sweeney Todd, as Willy Wonka...basically, I loved him in every movie I've seen him in. He's a legend to me.

















10. Kim Stolz

A contestant in ANTM's cycle five turned MTV news correspondent. She's changed her look a LOT in the past few years, but I still think she's gorgeous. And I stole this picture from her Twitter, haha. & according to it, it's her b'day today. Aw :3.















Andddd this is it. I ran out of space, could have included many more. Oh well :3.



Okay, some updates.

• I got my haircut. It's pretty short, layered and I think it looks good. I might modify it a bit more soon, making it shorter on one side and possibly in the back too. I think I'm gonna wait and get used to it some more first.
  
• There's no fucking progress as for that liking someone stuff. Uhh. Whatever.
• I've been having really weird dreams lately. Like, the whole school picketing outside my house, or running into R. in my bathroom. What the hell?! Creepy.
  
• I'm REALLY excited about the new Tegan and Sara record. And I love all the updates they give on their site everyday. All these pictures are so gorgeous! I want to stick 'em all on my bedroom's wall. Which I did with two of them, added to my wall collage. I should work on that collage btw, it's still so small!
• I passed history and chemistry and am still waiting for the results on physics and biology. Nervousssssssss.
  
• I need to save up for a new iPod Classic. Mine crashed. It was old, but I loved it and I can't fit everything I want onto my iPhone, which is only 8gb. My iPod was 80gb! Compare.
• I'm addicted to Rachael Cantu's "Thieves and Their Hands". It hasn't been released yet, but this guy on .ca cut out her performance with it on "This Just Out" and made a mp3 for me. Yay <3.
• I'm craving a Bounty bar. *o*